Misa: How do you define love?

i don’t, i think? you just feel it. it’s just a feeling so if it feels like love then it is. that’s all i’ve got.

Mello: What is your biggest insecurity?

i guess that i feel like i’m not competent or hardworking enough to ever be a ~valuable member of society~ but i’m too lazy and stubborn to actually put in the effort to work on that.

Matsuda: Are you an idealistic person?

yes, very. romanticization is how i stay sane. (with debatable success?)

Mikami: Were you bullied when you were younger? Did you bully other people?

no to both, but i guess also a minimal amount of yes? like, people would definitely mess with me a lot (and i did go through my goth phase in elementary school so no wonder) mostly bc i fell into the camp of ‘weird kids’ but i was also loud and outspoken and ditzy and gave the appearance of being very confident. no one was ever vicious or overly cruel to me tho, and (aside from a couple of girls in elementary school, one of whom i became rather good friends with later because of long bus rides home and a spirit of mutual recognition) it was never particularly victimizing bc i dealt it all back with a smile.

Matt: Who is someone you can always rely on?

there’s a couple of people like that for me but first and foremost: my dad. my dad my dad one hundred times my dad.