today is a day when i want to kill myself or at least do lasting physical damage. i want to erase myself. I want to claw myself out of existence and out of my body it doesn’t seem right or fair that I can hate myself so much for no reason there is not reason and I want to be eviscerated I don’t want my insides I don’t want them I don’t want them there is nothing in me that is worth anything and I know that’s not true but it feels true and it’s eating me alive I hate this i hate me please get it out of me I want to stop existing or speaking please don’t make me speak don’t make me smile don’t ask me to be worth anything I don’t have anything and I want to hang I want to burn I want to be taken apart
fury-and-flames said:
*hugs*
You and I are having the same kind of day, I wish at the very least, that we could find something less shitty to share than this fucking god awful expanse of hours. I’d like to believe you deserve better, breathe deep, pain lessens with time luminouslawliet said: Please don’t hurt yourself, Jaye. You are such a special and brilliant person with so much to offer the world. Life is unfairly hard sometimes, but you are worth too much to give up.
negativelamb said:
I m so sorry you re feeling like that and I really don t know how to help, but I hope you feel at least a little better soon, but please don t hurt yourself.. imsotrancy liked this
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