hi anon, and thank you. i never would have actually hurt myself i think even when i’m really in a bad place the part of my brain that is like ‘no you will definitely regret this later fucker’ is awake enough to keep me safe from that.

i just cried until i fell asleep and took a four hour nap and that helped. my pills kicking in probably helped a lot, too. wow this is such a dreary reply i’m really doing quite well today! getting my self sorted out and organized and it’s all going to be alright, i know it is, i just had a baaaad panic attack of a day yesterday

knowing that you and other people understand and care did and continues to do me a lot of good. seriously, thank you